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The (gay) Lovers Card

My choices

When I decided to do a tarot card series of painting, I was definitely drawn to “The Lovers” card the strongest. This card had come up in a recent reading for me, and it occupied a lot of my brain space. Beyond that, the card has beautiful symbology and often comes with a positive message (please excuse my overgeneralization). While it is clearly a well constructed and thought out card, I had to make it my own so I went into research mode and figured out how I wanted to approach this painting.

Being gay, it made sense that I would want to make it relatable to me. If the couple on the original card were representations of Adam and Eve, then mine would feature Adam and Steve. I also wanted my couple to show unity and strength in their union, so they have their hands united across the canvass. What’s more, I didn’t want them meek, but rather impassioned, so the volcano in the background didn’t sit idle but was erupting in the background as a symbol of that passion. They are naked to show their openness toward each other. My couple also doesn’t feature any characteristics of dominance or submission, they are equals in all ways.

As for some of the other symbols, I drew a lot from the theme of temptation, often represented by the serpent. This is where I came across my deity over the two lovers; Lilith. She is often depicted as the serpent from Eden in the Jewish tradition and is a symbol of sexual liberation and feminism. Interestingly enough, she is also sometimes associated with homosexuality as she has a profound hatred for womanizing men. Her loathing for traditional gender roles is also why the couple stand on equal footing in this painting rather than playing off stereotypes. This all associated together too well for me to ignore, so she played a large role in my imagining of this scene.

The serpent in one man’s ear still represents temptation but is also an extension of Lilith. The red apple candle next to the other man’s ear symbolizes the passion of shared intellect and desire. The red candle is the color of the candle that is associated with Lilith and the apple is often associated with the tree of knowledge and forbidden temptation as well. This is a multi-meaning symbol that does a lot of heavy lifting.

Behind the lovers, we find the apple tree and the mulberry tree. The apple tree once again represents a forbidden temptation, but beyond that is associated with knowledge of good and evil and in the Greek tradition with vain beauty. Overall it is not an overly positive symbol to some. While I would like to say gay men aren’t easily associated with vanity, I am pretty sure the well-established stereotype is there for good reason. The mulberry tree on the other hand is the anchoring symbol for this couple representing all the positive traits that make a relationship strong. These include things like: Caring, Providing, Nurturing, Attraction, Exploring, Adventurousness, and Surviving.

I decided that all the titles for my tarot painting series would be in Latin so that no specific audience is targeted and to work in tandum with the roman numberals that are historically used to number the cards. This one is titled “The Lovers” which is written “Amatores” on the painting.

My Process

Writing the idea down

Size matters.

General Layout

Proportions

Refining

Canvas prep

Doing the Painting

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Tarot Card Oil Series

A friend of mine recently did a tarot card reading for me and looking at the art I thought it might be interesting to look further into the symbology and put my own spin on them. I will have to pull from several tarot traditions for my inspiration and will be researching a lot of the histories. I have started with “The Lovers” card and will paint others as they suit my fancy. Stay tuned for future paintings and posts about my process.

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Absolut Attorney Background

Back Story:

As a political activist, I run into many different kinds of people; politics is supposed to be inherently inclusive. However, not everyone thinks politics should be inclusive, and so from time to time, I encounter a person who believes that they have the sole right to certain activism. While helping out with the Bernie Sanders campaign I met and aligned myself with such a person (let us call him “the sixth planet”), not aware at the time what kind of person he is. Anyways, we eventually had a falling out which led to me suing him (with other parties) in order to reclaim a non-profit we had started; an organization he unilaterally decided should be renamed and set on a different mission. The judge ruled he had no legal right to the organization and that myself and others were the rightful governors of the non-profit. The end, right?

A few days before Christmas 2017 there was a holiday event scheduled for a separate organization, which I serve as the graphics director. I planned to attend the event, as did the Director of the hosting organization. The Director was an early ally in the lawsuit mentioned above and a recent addition to the board of the non-profit. The sixth plant decided that he would file anti-harassment complaints against me, the Director and another party to the previous lawsuit for the purpose of barring us from attending the event and perhaps to have grounds for having us evicted from other events as well. The claims in his complaints were ridiculous and his “supporting evidence” demonstrated none of what he alleged. Even still, he had a court date to hear his complaints and get a ruling on potential anti-harassment orders against us. Despite only one of us having been served a complaint (the Director), all three of us being friends and colleagues, we decided to waved service requirements so that the complaints could be heard together in the same hearing.

We had brought a lawyer, which our lawyer characterized as bringing a gun to a knife fight. We sat and listened to the sixth planet fumble through his statement and then our lawyer went through each item in each complaint and asked us what we knew about them. It was actually very satisfying to answer each allegation. In the end, the judge gave his ruling. He indicated that he found my testimony particularly credible, he found the Director’s testimony equally credible, and the third he found a bit defensive but felt that was understandable and that her testimony was credible as well. The judge did not find the sixth planet credible and felt that his complaints were likely retaliation for the lawsuit a month and a half prior. Smart cookie, that judge!

After the judgment, we went out to a nearby hotel bar to have drinks with our lawyer and just talked about random stuff. It was there I found out our lawyer likes her alcohol a fair amount. On the ride home with my friends, we talked about how grateful we were to our lawyer and I suggested I should paint her something connected to her fondness for alcohol to show my appreciation. One of the two suggested an Absolut Vodka bottle that says “Absolut Attorney”.

The Painting Process:

I started this project by “photoshopping” an Absolut Vodka image that I liked from the web. This helps me visualize how I might want my painting to look when it is on the canvas. Since there was text involved, I thought that it might be helpful to have something I would project on the canvas for more precise placement.

Starting with outlining the bottle and the main text “ABSOLUT ATTORNEY”, I used the projector to help me get the approximately correct placement and dimensions. I also used the projector at the end of the project to help with the placement and shape of the cursive text lower on the bottle.

I used two different size round brushes, two different size flat brushes, and a fan brush. The round brushes were mostly used for the more detailed work, a larger flat brush for the large portions of black and a smaller flat brush for work on the bottle. The fan brush I used to create the blotchy areas that are supposed to appear ice-frosted. I also occasionally used the fan brush for a bit of blending.

For colors, I kept it fairly neutral. Black, White, Metalic Silver, and Cobalt Blue (only non-shade). Oh, a touch of red mixed with black for a slight accent on the neck that is faint, to say the least. I combined these colors arrive at my final composition. Cobalt was mainly used for the “ABSOLUT ATTORNEY” text as well as lightly coloring the bottle and a bit of the light shining below the bottle.

Summary:

Absolut Attorney was inspired by gratitude to my attorney and her affinity for alcohol. The painting was completed on 12/26/2017 in my home on Capitol Hill in Seattle, WA. It is Acrylic on Canvas and pre-stretched 24″ w x 30″ h. It likely took 24 hours to complete in all.  The painting was meant to be presented to my attorney but is now available. It currently resides in my home.

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ABSOLUT ATTORNEY, by Ryan Whitney / Painted in Acrylic on 24″ x 30″ Canvas